Sunday, April 1, 2012
I was crying because it occurred to me how much I need this, and how little I can do about it. And the money!! I just don’t feel like I’m worth it. Not one tiny bit. I expressed that to my friend last night…said I think they would all be better off without me. After she left, I took a hot shower. Standing there, ready to get out, I repeated it out loud; that I am not worth it, I need to leave. Soon. Then something odd happened. Little Sherri popped up in my consciousness. Little Sherri is my inner child, of course. She, and all my helpers from the other side are available to me whenever I call them. And sometimes, like in this case, they just pop into consciousness. Seems like lots of things happen to me in the shower!
S I think they would be better off without me
S I’m sorry, I think I know my own body
LS Your own body is my own body. I like it
S Yes, but it wasn’t as damaged as my body is.
LS You don’t know the future. You don’t know what can happen. What has happened to your faith? Your hope?
LS I’d miss the possibility. And so will you. You will be stuck through eternity wondering ‘what if?” which is worse….20, or 30 more years of pain, or an eternity of uncertainty?
Posted by Sherri at 9:03 AM